Reflection

So, 2009 is approaching faster than I realised.
I feel like this year has been a good one, I've accomplished lots of things. I've got out of that "Hood" mentality and I've matured.
I'm realising my potential and it's wonderful, I feel myself becoming somebody I would look up to if I was younger. Which is extremely fulfilling.

2009 is going to be my academic year, I can feel it.
I'm a smart woman. But you know how I am.. I'm more creative than "math" smart. But I don't doubt myself. I can put in the work and come top of the class, I'm not going to allow myself to fail.
It's not an option.

Also, towards the end of this year I've started cutting people out. That's sounds harsh. "This is Shea, right?... the one who loves all"
Yes, it's me. But I'm becoming serious about my future and I feel like people in my surroundings have the ability to limit my success because your friends characteristics do have a tendancy to become a part of you, whether you like it or not.
I've learnt that the way to stop negative aspects entering my personality, excluding the negatives I posess already, is to surround myself with people of similar mind frames. That means cutting immature, non-ambitious, ignorant people out of my life.
It feels refreshing.

I hope 2009 can be this good...
for you, and myself.






Love always, Shea.